As my beloved philosopher, I don't want to go through my life as a camel, neither do I as a lion but I prefer the life of a child, the child that sees and smells all the phenomenons for the first time. A kid where everything still is possible for. Where color exist, where softness exist, where imagination exist. That is the world I want to make part of. Not the other any more, the one I knew before the illness. I let it go with great joy.