What is happening?

Is this my higher purpose?

It's all so tiring ...

I would just like to burn down in ashes

And then build myself up again

Just start over, a fresh start.

A complete new beginning ...

Like a new leaf growing in spring

Like a newborn calf frisking through the meadows

Like a babybird spreading it's wings for the first time

Just resurrect like a feniks

Spreading warmth

Being powerfull

Being the new me.